Emotionally Unavailable To The Past

Updated: Feb 7

I am no longer reachable by nostalgia.

Please leave a message with the version of me that no longer exists.

I do not reopen doors that closed themselves while I was learning how to breathe again.

If you visit my dreams,

that is your journey -

I do not issue visas.

I respond to presence, not memory.

Consistency, not chemistry.

Calm, not confusion.

I have retired from explaining myself

to people who already had access.

Silence is not punishment.

It is premium peace.

I no longer chase sparks -

I choose warmth, steadiness, and shared reality.

Attraction is welcome

to grow legs and walk toward me.

I am not hard to love.

I am simply unavailable to what costs too much.

What is finished may rest.

What is real may meet me here.

Signed,

Someone who finally checked out on time 😌

This video leaves nostalgia and walks gently to a sunset on the ocean